for a lack of sleep,
hours spent skysearching.
tell you what my plans are
tell you i'll be going;
come with me
be with me
for just a short while?

i fly out of the house
at six in the morning
& walk down to the sea.
so frustrated & angry
walking so quickly, i
manage to meet the sand
as the sun abandons
the skyline.

sit on the cliffs, embodied
by a single sensation. i could
not place it for the life of me
but i am staring down at the sands,
wanting to keep this feeling.

drown at the bus stop under
the weight of my recklessness.
i hope you do not see me;
i hope you never know me.