so insecure.
but i am & i
will do my best
to avoid you.
i know that
once
you thought i
was elusive.
but you
barely know
the meaning
of the word.
let me define it for you.
because,
i let you in
and now i have
to kick you out.
people aren't worth knowing. no. none of them are. all that they will ever do is touch your heart and use it to hurt you. and i've had enough of that. if i had only understood the fine print... maybe i wouldn't be such a mess.
this is why i hate trust.
because it is so
simple to sever,
and so hard to repair.
even though
you are
only human,
i have to say
that i am too.
((i know sometimes you think i'm lying))
one flaw for
another. your
forgery for
my blame.
it seems fair
don't you think?
in the last few weeks
my opinion of you
has changed
& even though it
won't be permenant,
you know i can't
revive
that kind of faith
ever again.
...
not even for someone
as marvellous
as you.
you say that you
can't help it
but darling, i
believe that you can.