10:35 pm . faint
f is for flowers; i always gave them to myself
o is for ordinary; sometimes i can't help it
r is for red; but it was more fun being blue
g is for graceless; you'd recoil if i let you see
e is for enchantment; everyone knows the antidote
t is for trustworthy; at least i could pretend

m is for malady; i would be yours in a heartbeat
e is for eternity; but it wouldn't take that long.

nostalgia . uncertainty