11:23 pm . left
feel like a waste
of space, ability, air.
just in a place where
decision is ephemeral.

habits turn grey, grey
black & blue. i only know you
from your face, so i stare at you
& think there's more, i know there is.
you just don't know anything more to me
than slinking shoulders
awkward
oh.

only fools are happy for long,
or at least it seems,
when i've been a fool
for an hour too many.

nostalgia . uncertainty