9:26 pm . tryst
tried to fill myself with silence
but the music was playing
familiar & strong
((some nights i don't want to be yours.))

walk alone on cold, sunny days
drifting around the same old
circles. don't know what
to know.
((i won't last))

want to wear the emotion
every weekday, everytime.
((one of these days you will know))

i get older
when i meet you
((please, just don't))

sometimes the bruises you don't notice,
are the ones that hurt the most
((i'm black&blue. i'm black&blue.))

think of you whenever i come across
tubesocksjumpsuitsspacebootstailcoats,
pornographymagazinesatseveneleven
((i miss you so much))

i miss you so much.

nostalgia . uncertainty