5:44 am . waiting
i wanted to tell you:

how confused i am.

how much i
would rather
curl up in
a hole &
slumber.

how badly i
want to avoid
you.

how sad my
reflection has
looked in
the past few hours.

how you're
making me crazy

how obvious i
am to anyone
who reads me.

how i
wanted to sleep,
but i stayed up all night.

nostalgia . uncertainty