i've just burnt
a circle on my desk
this is terrible.
fuck.
god, i need to have a cry

it's not just the desk
no, it couldn't be

it's just me.

another symbol of my
ingratitude.
playing with fire
despite the consequences
consequences reserved for fools
i am a fool
and that
i cannot deny
only embrace
only embrace
like a loathing that is
skin deep

fuck.

i should attach some greater meaning
to this burnt circle
on my desk
godfuckdamnit
why the hell do i keep screwing things up?
why?

it started with you
and continues with
this tattoo of black.

but i blew the candle out
i swear that i did
everything works in
tangles
out
out
out
oh, just let me
out.