i can't believe this;
it's not even six am,
i'm supposed to be
cramming all i can
for human evolution
& all i can do is
fucking think about you.

i'm tired, my back hurts, i haven't had my coffee. i don't care about modern medicine, genetic engineering or rabies.

i don't fucking care.

how can i? how can you expect this of me? when all i wanted was... was everything you are about to deny me. i can't believe i ever thought you were going to save me.
you've only ever poisoned me.
you've only ever poisoned me.