i wonder how i get here,
i do.

the radio is singing all the songs i knew in a past lifetime. the rain is dripping in simple rhythms that can cure you. light is having a race with desire. i can't remember how to forget you.

i'm trading between
tired & foolishness.

meet you in a
quiet disbelief,
it's like the way
you make me crazy
((quietly crazy, that is to say))
& there's so little to say.

i need a re-awakening.

assumptions are
enough to say
just how
little you know.

& the implications are endless.
& i'm scared of you.

please,
i...