so many things to do:

• speeches; make sure you know context
• write out speeches quotes over and over...
• learn antony and cleopatra quotes
  ((i'm notnotnot thinking of you))
• re-watch gangs of new york
  ((you can't touch me. not with your eyes, or your heart, or your words))
• pull out brave new world quotes
• write out three essays for each module
• breathe

((i've never known anyone that could make me cry like this. & i thought the hsc would make me shake into bits. it's not funny, not even ironic. i'd die for you if i could. but you wouldn't even notice))

post.script. i'm notnotnot thinking of you